Three years ago, I started making choices that would wreck everything—cheating, lying, and keeping secrets I had no right to bury. Now I’m in Chicago, hoping distance can erase the damage.

For a few weeks, it worked.

Then, I walked into an apartment and came face to face with someone I never thought I’d see again. Our first meeting was supposed to be a one-time thing in Las Vegas, but now that we’re in the same city again, he’s offering me everything I have ever wanted.

I can’t say yes fast enough.

No labels. No added pressure. Just company and fun.

I try to live in the moment, but as deep feelings start to develop, the decisions of my past start emerging from the dark.

There’s no more time left. I have to face my indiscretions. I have to voice my truths and hope I don’t lose those I love in the process.

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